When a teenage girl talks..

"easy come easy go that's just how you live oh take take take it all but you never give."
Grenade - Bruno Mars

As a teenager, there are times when I personally tumbling down. There are times that I just want to be left alone and lock myself in my room. There are times that all I want is going somewhere, anywhere, with my close friends and laugh as hard as we can. And there are times when I just want to scream, out loud. Releasing all of my feelings, my billions of thoughts and my problems.

Problems.

School, Friends, Crush(es), Personal. Love.. What is love? Yes, I know that if I ask that then I had never been in love.

"I can't ignore you, I'm not ill, I don't need to take a pill, to fix what you do, cure can't come through cause baby all I do is suffer from symptoms of you."
Symptoms of You - Lindsay Lohan

And you must have already guessed it from the first time you read this post, I'm having a problem about love. Well I know for sure that this is not love but this is certainly a feeling deeper than 'like' and lower than 'love'. You know you have feelings for someone when you wait for his messages, when you miss him most of the time, you think of him like he's a love song that stuck in your head, you smile of the thought of him and a glimpse of his smile made your day. Yeah cliche right? But that's the way how I feels.

Anyway this feeling complicate things. I really don't know whether I'm having the right feelings for the wrong person or the wrong feelings for the right person..

"I feel fine and I feel good, I feel like I never should. Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say, why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday."
Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente

Ah, girls. Why do we complicate such a simple thing? Why do I complicate a simple thing? Why do I care so much? Why you?

Boys don't want to think or talk about it. I really don't know whom I dedicate this post to. Is it you or him. Is it me or you. Is this true or not. Is this real or just another passing by crush.

"I'm waiting for the final moment you say the words that I can't say."
Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente